Fear
July 16th
So, today Devon (my supervisor) returns to work after a three week vacation in Europe. I am super excited to see her and hear all of her stories in person instead of just reading them on her blog. I have to admit though, all I can think about is how I have to totally drop this huge bomb on her, giving her my notice. I'm not going to do that to her today, probably Monday. I think this will be one of the hardest things that I have had to do. Seriously, what I do for a living is great! I absolutely love my job, the company, and people I work with and get to see. God is really teaching me that my plans are not His plans. And through it all, I have to totally trust and surrender everything to Him. No matter the pain or the fear that lies ahead. I have to remember that I can't see the spotlight, only the flashlight. He has a master plan, and is here with me through the pain.
It blows my mind how quickly your plans and your life can change. I mean 3 weeks ago, all was normal and just dandy.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
~ Jeremiah 29:11
So, today Devon (my supervisor) returns to work after a three week vacation in Europe. I am super excited to see her and hear all of her stories in person instead of just reading them on her blog. I have to admit though, all I can think about is how I have to totally drop this huge bomb on her, giving her my notice. I'm not going to do that to her today, probably Monday. I think this will be one of the hardest things that I have had to do. Seriously, what I do for a living is great! I absolutely love my job, the company, and people I work with and get to see. God is really teaching me that my plans are not His plans. And through it all, I have to totally trust and surrender everything to Him. No matter the pain or the fear that lies ahead. I have to remember that I can't see the spotlight, only the flashlight. He has a master plan, and is here with me through the pain.
It blows my mind how quickly your plans and your life can change. I mean 3 weeks ago, all was normal and just dandy.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
~ Jeremiah 29:11
posted by Nicole Poe | 12:54 PM
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