Crazy Faith

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." ~Hebrews 11:1 Hey Guys! Welcome to the blog! This blog is to describe our journey on our crazy leap of faith! Get ready to join the rollercoaster ride, and see how God can take two very ordinary people and completely reshape them and mold them to completely trust in Him in ALL things!

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Location: Pineville, KY

I'm originally from CA, consider my hometown to be Shelbyville, KY but am currently residing in Pineville, KY. I love hanging out with my kiddos and Dan, the city, the ocean, taking hiking trips in the mountains, being around my closest friends, and watching a good chick flick! More than anything though, I love praising and worshiping our Savior Jesus Christ. It is a mystery to me, why He chooses and wants to use me?!?! He is so amazing!

Monday, February 28, 2011

Quick Update

I had an appointment on the 23rd and everything went well! I'm 16 weeks along now and when we heard the heartbeat it was steady at 152. My blood pressure was good. My weight gain is ok (I've gained a total of 9 pounds now), and on March 18th we have the ultrasound scheduled! Please continue to pray for a healthy baby! I'm becoming extremely nervous about the ultrasound however, because that was when we lost Thomas.



I'm finding comfort in His Word though.



Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. ~ Philippians 4:6



When I said, "My foot is slipping," your love, O LORD, supported me. When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul. ~ Psalm 94:18-19



"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." ~ Joshua 1:9



Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. ~ Matthew 6:34



Tons of people are asking me if I want a girl - I still really don't care! I just want a baby!!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Christmas Pics!

Well, we're nearing the end of February and I'm just now getting Christmas pictures on here! Hope you enjoy!

We had a wonderful Christmas on campus!







White Christmas at Clear Creek!
When we came home from Shelbyville we had about 10 inches!
It was beautiful!



Christmas at MeeMaw's & PeePaw's! (My parents)
MeeMaw with my nieces Allyssa, Abby, and Tyler

My niece Audrey

Alyssa

Christmas at Grandma's! (My mom)



Christmas at Nanny and PaPa's. (Dan's parents)
Scarlett, Brandon, Zachary, Bradley, Maddison, and Nicholas

Dan and niece Maddison! (Love this pic!)



Thursday, February 10, 2011

It's A Small World After All...

Last night I was talking to a friend on campus and we started talking about our hometowns. She mentioned living in California for a while. She and her husband lived in Long Beach, CA for a while (Newport area - BEAUTIFUL area! Beaches, the coast, people roller blading everywhere, shopping... LOVE that area!) Anywho... Her husband was born in Lancaster, CA and they bought their first house there together before moving to Utah. I partly grew up in Palmdale - which is Lancaster's neighbor! (Compare it to a Middletown and Louisville, or Bagdad and Shelbyville, or Pineville and Middlesboro.) Anyways. As I began telling her that we lived in Tehachapi and my family still lives in Corona, Rancho Cucamongo, Cosa Mesa, Riverside, Newport, it was so cool speaking to someone who knew where these places were!!

And, in January some guy moved to Clear Creek as our new computer tech guy. This guy happens to be the son of a lady who I used to work with at CUB! How crazy is that?!?! This lady was always so sweet and so kind. Her son and I talk about CUB at times and I tell him how much I miss it.

It's such a small world!!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Sharon

Please pray for Sharon. (I would post a picture, but for safety reasons, I can't) She graduated from Clear Creek in May and is now serving in Asia as an undercover missionary. Sharon is about 22 or 23, single, and is so full of life and has one of the best personalities that I know. We were able to communicate with her via WebCast last Friday night at our women's ministry event. During the 30 minute WebCast, my eyes were opened about mission work, my heart broke, and it was a moving moment that I will never forget. First of all, we were only able to speak to her because at the time she was in Thailand for a seminar. Before the WebCast began, a seriousness hit the air which is normally filled with joy and laughter. We were told that we absolutely could not say the word(s) "missions", "missionary", "journeyman", "God", "Lord", "Jesus" or anything of the sort. When Sharon came on, she just began waving, crying, and didn't speak a word for a few moments. It was such a sweet moment. She's been in Asia since October, and for the first time she's been able to "see" loved ones again. Imagine that moment. She was speechless.

The general conversation topics were the food, what she misses most about the states, the weather in Asia, and she talked a lot about how excited she is about starting at the University soon. (She is in Asia as an "English major") The stories she told were hilarious and unforgettable! Especially the stories of the food adventures that she's experience!

But what moved me was simply this: Whenever she spoke of the area that she is living in her words were always, "My area", "my apartment in my area". She cannot say the city that she is living in. She's undercover. No one can truly know why she is there. She can't even speak of her where she lives.

You know the joy of the Lord is in her. She's doing His will, living out His calling and the purpose of her being. But you could see a bit of loneliness and sadness in her as well. And that broke my heart for her. Living a secret life. BUT. Living for the Lord! AMEN to that!

She did mention, "that a few have converted". (She has to state this very general, as this phrase could be for Buddhism, Muslim, or anything.) She says it is very difficult in her area because people in that area are so education and career driven. Far more than we could ever imagine. "One wants to convert. But she can't because she has signed a contract through her job stating that she will not participate in any religious practice." "One did convert. And after going home and telling her family, they said she couldn't because then she wouldn't take care of them." "Another won't convert because then he wouldn't be accepted into the University that he needs to go to." Sharon also shared, "It's not like the states. People go to conferences or revivals and make a decision right then. It could take months, or even years for someone to make a decision. Their thinking is so intellectual. Everything is a thought process. You never just make a decision without considering all costs. If you don't go to the best schools, or Universities or if don't get the best career... You're banned from your family. It's everything here."

But praise God that "a few have converted"!!

I had no idea of life like this. I know all cultures are different. But I guess until you see it, in this case through Sharon, you don't really realize it and the difficulties that believers face.

After we met with her we sang my favorite worship song, In Christ Alone. On Christ the Solid Rock. But this time it was different singing it. God really laid Sharon on my heart. Christ is ALL Sharon has right now. Here are the words to the song:

In Christ alone. My hope is found.
He is my light, my strength, my song.
This Cornerstone, this solid ground,
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace;
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease;
My Comforter, my All in All,
Here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone, who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe.
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save.
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied.
For every sin on Him was laid,
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay.
Light of the world by darkness slain.
Then bursting forth in glorious Day,
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory,
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me.
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

On Christ the solid Rock I stand.
All other ground is sinking sand.
All other ground is sinking sand.
On Christ the solid Rock I stand.
All other ground is sinking sand.
All other ground is sinking sand.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me.
From life’s first cry to final breath,
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand.
‘Til He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand!

I pray that God will work through Sharon. That He will protect her from fear and loneliness. Please guide her, use her, and speak through her. I pray that the people of Asia will come to know the Lord and His mighty power. Lord please keep her strong and faithful and may she stand firm on Your truth.

Please pray for Sharon.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

I PROMISE....

A major update is coming soon. I AM SO SORRY of how badly I have been slacking with this thing. There is a TON of stuff that I have been wanting to update everyone on, but just haven't really had much time to do so. Dan has a few night classes during the week, so the laptop hasn't been home with me lately. It's becoming more and more difficult to regularly update this thing.

Here are some updates that I can share w/o pictures - as yes, I'm at work typing this up. :/ Gotta find time somehow, right?

Well, Zachary was baptized on November 14th! It was incredible! Dan was able to baptize him, which made it even more incredible because this was Dan's first baptism! It was precious! I am so proud of Zachary and Dan! I hope to get video on here soon. I will never forget that day!

Thanksgiving and Christmas were wonderful! We went home for both holidays this year. It was so great seeing everyone and we had a very good time! I took an extra day off work for Black Friday, so Dan and I were up at the crack of dawn and went shopping in Louisville! It was such a fun day! Dan and I don't get too many breaks away from the kids, work, and school anymore, so this time with my husband was wonderful! We shopped until about lunch time and everything we bought was on sale and we got everything on our list that we were hoping to get! It was a very accomplished shopping day!


Dan completed his first J Term in January and passed it with an A! YAY for Dan! Super proud of him! Now he's in full swing into this semester and is doing great! He's gotten ahead this semester by completing assignments early that were on his syllabus. He's really enjoying this semester so far!

The boys are doing great also! They are getting so big and so grown up! Zachary is still doing great in school and he's now playing basketball with a league at his elementary school. It's hilarious watching these little guys play! They are all so clueless about the game! It's great! Nicholas is really beginning to grow up a lot. I think he's pretty much completely out of the toddler stage. Which is kind of a relief for us honestly - his temper tantrums have pretty much gone away!! Man, this little guy could throw them too! He's really calmed down a lot in recent months. I think 4 is going to be a good age!


As for me, well... one HUGE update that I've been dieing to get on here is......... I AM PREGNANT!!!! AHHH!!! YES! Totally prego! I've been to the doctor a few times now and so far all is good! I had my first ultrasound at 7 weeks, and we heard the heartbeat at that time. It was at 161. Oh what a beautiful sound! I'll never take it for granted again, that's for sure! At my last appointment we heard it again and it was 131. It made me a bit nervous that it was so much lower, but the nurse assured me that all was fine that it was higher at 7 weeks because we heard it through the ultrasound which picks it up more. Now I am 12 1/2 weeks and still feeling extremely tired and staying pretty sick, pretty much ALL the time. (Another reason for the slacking on the blog - just so you know!)

Dan and I began trying for a baby pretty much right after we lost Thomas. We lost him in May and as soon as we got the ok from the dr, we began trying for another baby. After months of negative pregnancy tests, finally one came up positive! At the beginning of December, we discovered that we were expecting! It was an amazing moment for me. I had a really bad cold - which later I discovered was actually the flu - and I needed to take some medicine. Before taking any medicine, I had this strange feeling to take a test, just in case. Not expecting at all to be pregnant, because honestly, at this point I had become a bit discouraged about becoming pregnant again because it was taking a while to become pregnant. But anyways, on my lunch break I ran to the store, bought some meds and bought a test. Went into the women's restroom at work and to my sweet unexpected surprise, there were two terrific, wonderful lines that appeared!!!! Oh my goodness! My soul just leaped! I began crying! Laughing! Thanking God out loud! Saying, "Oh! My God!" repeating over and over again! I must have stayed in that bathroom for like 20 minutes just in awe! Well, I didn't take the medicine! And as soon as I got home that day I shared the wonderful news with Dan. We both cried, prayed, and just took in the sweet moment together.

Over the next several weeks, I became very nervous about being pregnant. It was so strange. Even though this had been exactly what we had been praying for for months, this overwhelming fear came over me. After the initial excitement of discovering that I was pregnant, all of a sudden this fear just took over all excitement that was in me. I did not ever want to go through the pain and heartache of loosing another child ever again. Now that I'm getting farther along, I am more excited again than I am nervous. I think I'll feel completely better after I pass that 18 week mark. But the thoughts of the 18 week ultrasound just freezes me in fear again. So. I try to just not think about it.

I am due on August 17th! People are already asking us if we hope for a girl this time. My answer is always, "I don't care what we have. I just want a baby!" But I am looking forward to knowing for sure what we're having! If it's a girl her name will be Brittany Elizabeth - named after a former youth of ours who is very dear to us, Brittany Lee Austin! If it's a boy, we like the name Bryson, but we're not completely sold on it yet.

haaa, well, the major update is finally on here! I promise, I will try very hard to update with some pictures and Zachary's baptism video soon.

Until next time.....